The same old painThe Same Old Pain February 3, 2006The same old pain
My world is spinning so fast, I’m so caught up in the past. Laying in bed crying at night, Wishing I had learned to fight. Never once did I hit you back, Never once did you cut me slack. Now I seem to cry every day, For old memories I had locked away. Put them away in the back of my mind, Denied it all so no one would find. Never knew why you picked me, Your true daughter I never could be. The look in your eyes is in my dreams, Followed by many painful screams.
I was too young to see what you are, No
I Pray To GodTired of being used, Sick of being accused. Pray to God I’ll be okay, All I can do is live out my stay. Don’t want to keep getting hit, Each day I’m falling deeper in the pit. Keep getting fooled time after time, This mountain is too tough to climb. Pray to God I’ll have some hope, Just looking for someone to throw me a rope. Someone save me from my past, Please someone rescue me, rescue me fast. Desperation is now my very own, My happiness cover is definitely blown. So pray to God I’ll be okay, Please don’t let me go astray.I Pray To God
Too Messed UpTearing at my built up seams, Breaking up inside, pretending I’m just fine. Sick of heartache, sick of lies, Nothing is no longer how it seems. You see me smile all bright and cheery, Underneath that, I’m mixed up in fury. Hidden message inside my eyes, They’re pleading for help with just one look. What’s the matter with me, Why can’t I truly be happy. Lying to myself and others that I’m okay, Deep inside I’m screaming so loud. Why am I so afraid, so bothered, To let anyone in on what I’m thinking. Why am I hiding from you, Afraid to show my true feelingToo Messed Up
Standing In RainI’m standing in the rain tonight, Drops disguising my every tear that’s falling. My smile has faded away with the light, Heartache has filled up every part of me. Reaching out to everyone who passes by, Not realizing who to follow with trust. I’m slipping away and falling further down, Who knows what I can do to stay up. Now the rain is washing away my tears, As I lay on the road drenched with pain. Can anyone hear me as I cry for help? Can anyone see that I’m slipping away? Falling away so fast, but it’s almost like torture, Seeing my mind so far away behind me. &nStanding In Rain
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